Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Been waaaay too long...

To everyone that follows my blog, I am so sorry that I haven't updated in awhile. My last round of clomid didn't work. I didn't even ovulate. Which means that I haven't ovulated once since I had my surgery. That really scares me...

I have been enjoying the time away from it all though, and I think this break is really going to help me. But with that said, I have a friend who just had her sweet baby boy on Thursday. What really makes me sad is that I was only 3 weeks behind her in my pregnancy. If I would have carried our baby to full term, he/she would be getting ready to make an appearance also... So I've been pretty sad lately. I sometimes wish I could completely block the month of May, 2010 from my mind. How could the best day of my life, and the worst day of my life, both happen within a 2 week period??

Anyway, I'm trying not to think about it, but as you all know, that's just not possible.